Bread Upon the Waters
Full Title: Bread Upon the Waters: A Pilgrimage Toward Self-Discovery and Spiritual Truth
Author / Editor: Peter Reinhart
Publisher: Perseus Books, 2000
Review © Metapsychology Vol. 5, No. 42
Reviewer: Eric L. Weislogel, Ph.D.
Take an insatiable hunger for self-knowledge
and desire for a meaningful life. Add a dash of the vagabond.
Mix with an attitude of open experimentation. Season heavily
with a New Age spirituality. Flavor with monasticism, love,
marriage, entrepreneurship, teaching, and mysticism. Knead
and form. Let ferment. Then bake it into a
series of autobiographical and spiritual reflections, and what
you get is Peter Reinhart’s Bread Upon the Waters.
Reinhart is the author of award-winning cookbooks,
and his specialty is bread baking. He is a classroom teacher of
future bakers, serving as a faculty member of Johnson & Wales
University in Providence, Rhode Island. Bread Upon the Waters
is Reinhart’s offering of the insights he has gained from his
spiritual pilgrimage. He uses bread baking as his key metaphor,
showing that living the spiritual life roughly parallels the twelve
stages of bread making:
1. Mise en place (gathering and measuring the ingredients)
2. Mixing
3. Primary fermentation
4. Punching down the dough (“degassing”)
5. Weighing the individual pieces of dough
6. Rounding them
7. Resting them (“benching”)
8. Shaping them into loaves
9. Secondary fermentation (“proofing”)
10. Baking
11. Cooling
12. Eating or storing
Reinhardt grew up Jewish in Philadelphia, moved spiritually towards
the East-yoga, zen-and eventually to what may be described as
an on-going Christian conversion. He embarked on his pilgrimage
in earnest, as he tells it, as a result of an ecstatic event he
underwent when his car broke down on Highway 80, heading west.
In this “main initiatic experience” of his life, Reinhardt
found himself chanting “Hare Krishna, Hare Hare.” Reinhart
was not a Krishna, but knew the chant from visiting Krishna pantries
as a hungry student in Boston. Here, along the side of the road,
he spontaneously broke into the chant for reasons he cannot quite
explain. Reinhart experienced an epiphany, a moment of mystical
union, a oneness with being, a sense of unconditional love, which
quickly passed (when a motorist stopped to give him a lift).
Reinhart decided that this kind of profound
moment was worth seeking out, worth organizing his life around.
Among the ingredients for conducting what the master bread-baker
calls his “theostic quest” (i.e., a yearning for union
with God and unconditional love) have been: living among spiritual
elders and gurus, devouring religious and philosophical texts,
making a pilgrimage to Israel, writing for Epiphany Journal
(during which he got to interview numerous well-known spiritual
leaders and thinkers), committing to the monastic life, serving
as a lay-brother in an Eastern Orthodox religious order, running
a restaurant and a bakery, writing cookbooks, and teaching classes.
His journey took him into the Holy Order of
MANS, a gnostic Christian monastic group composed of both men
and women. It was there that he met his wife. Members of the community
supported each other in various ways, and Reinhart held a variety
of jobs. The Holy Order of MANS eventually splintered, and Reinhart
landed in the Christ the Savior Brotherhood, which has since been
absorbed into mainstream Eastern Orthodoxy. Reinhart and his wife
also ran a restaurant and a bakery.
Reinhart’s goal in this book is to pass along
his philosophy to his fellow travelers. To be frank, his philosophy
is more a half-baked world-view. I don’t mean for that
comment to be as critical as it sounds, as I will explain.
It’s just that, despite his own sense that he has moved fully
into Christian Orthodoxy, there is still a lot of New-Age thinking
at work here. Some of it Reinhart acknowledges: He rightly notes
that, although he has used words like “samadhi,” “nirvana,”
“illumination,” “self-realization,” and “theosis”
interchangeably, they are not really the synonyms that the New
Age has made them out to be. Still, the overarching desire to
be “interesting”–which Reinhart admits is his main
motive for his spiritual quest–is not the standard drive one
finds behind traditionally religious quests. Not in Eastern thought;
not in Christianity. Certainly the Orthodox emphasis on theosis,
divinization of the soul, union with God, unconditional love,
is not because it makes a person “interesting”! Rather,
Reinhart’s motive tends to betray the American melting-pot tendency
towards inflation of the ego (“I am interesting.”)
via a mix ‘n’ match, pick ‘n’ choose approach to the shopping
mall of alternative spiritualities and lifestyles.
Even Reinhart’s Ten Stages of Spiritual Development
give it away:
1. Awakening
2. Stepping into rebirth
3. Embracing the path
4. Acquiring virtue
5. Going through the narrow gate
6. Integrating the inner and outer person
7. Surrendering to synergy
8. Tempering the soul
9. Living from the interior priesthood
10. Being in the world but not of it
Then again, Reinhart knew himself to be typically
“American” when it comes to spirituality, even from
the start: “My goal, ever since Highway 80, in the great
and cocky American tradition of which I am proud to be a part,
is to experience it (theosis, unconditional love)
constantly.” (He writes this after recalling to us that Saint
Anthony of Egypt experienced it only five brief times in
his life, though he spent nearly one hundred years in the desert
trying to capture the feeling).
We can take a cue for understanding Reinhart’s
mixture of East and West in his philosophy from his recipes, especially
from his signature bread, Struan. Traditionally, struan
was made from the primary grains of Europe-wheat, rye, and oats.
It was a heavy bread, made more for “symbolic gratitude…than
as a culinary treat.” Reinhart’s recipe has some instructive
variations: his is lighter, meant more for everyday, meant
to be more appealing to children; he adds cornmeal, brown rice,
and poppy seeds-grains and seeds from other parts of the world
besides Europe. It is meant to be more palatable, less demanding.
No, it’s not Wonder Bread; but it is a lighter,
more eclectic fare. And that is both its strength and its weakness
(and why my wisecrack about Reinhart’s philosophy being half-baked
is not all negative): Reinhart’s philosophy, like his struan,
is tasty and popular, but still more substantial than store-bought
prepackaged ideas. If Reinhart’s main goal was to become interesting,
he has certainly succeeded. I am not sure this is a profound
book (although there are plenty of substantial insights) or that
Reinhart’s philosophy is sound enough to stand on its own-but
it is interesting. Reinhart never pretends to be
anyone’s guru, and Bread Upon the Waters is not meant to
give away the end-state of anyone’s spiritual quest (not even
Reinhart’s own). Like bread baking, with philosophy the proof
is in the “eating.” Unlike bread baking, it is not so
easy to determine how one is doing. And one knows one is never
done with it. When it comes to the mysteries of the meaning of
life, we must admit with humility that all our views are a bit
half-baked.
Bread Upon the Waters
is as appealing as the aroma of freshly baked bread cooling in
the kitchen. This book reminds the reader of the very best conversations
one has…the ones at the kitchen table with friends and loved
ones, about things that are interesting, things that matter,
things that are the bread of life.
© 2001 Eric Weislogel
Eric Weislogel,
Ph.D., taught philosophy at Penn State and the Indiana University
of PA. However, knowing which side of his bread the butter’s on,
he now spends the majority of his days working as a business process
consultant in the metals industry. He has written for industry
trade publications and philosophical journals, and has published
music reviews, book reviews, and feature articles. In his spare
time, he is pursuing a degree in theology. He and his family reside
in Pittsburgh, PA.
This review first appeared online Sept 1, 2001
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